Gaga over Boyce Avenue!

May 3rd, 2014

Boyce Avenue

I admit it. I am gaga over Boyce Avenue! Yes, I am!

Ever since I learned about them via Youtube, I have been a fan. Even my sisters are fans of the band! My younger sister R and I went to SM North Edsa when they had a mall tour there and we screamed our lungs out when we saw them perform! Alejandro, their lead vocals, was so handsome! Even his brothers were just as good-looking as him!

They cover songs of popular music artists. But they also have their original songs. It’s just too bad they can’t get into mainstream music industry but I know their time will come. And soon.




Adorable kids!

May 2nd, 2014

I’ve seen the photo of the adorable kids who were part of the special event in my sister’s school. They were so cute in their adorable tuxedos for kids!!! My sisters and I were talking about how lucky the kids’ parents are having such cute little ones.

You know what? It is in times like these that I feel like having a kid of my own. I normally don’t see myself as a mom because I’ve been one to my siblings for years. I feel as if I owe myself this time to just think of no one else but myself. But when I see adorable kids…

I think I want one of my own!

:D




Deciding… contemplating…

April 8th, 2014

This thing that is happening right now is making me think and analyze. I have been deciding what to keep and maintain, and what to let go. Admittedly, it is hard for me to let go of some things because I’ve been doing this for the past seven years now, actually, close to eight years. It has become a lifestyle for me and I just know that it will be very hard for me to just let go of this all.

Nakakalungkot lang talaga.

How I wish there was a warning that this will happen. I am aware that things will not last but this is just so sudden! This lord of the net is making things hard for us small bloggers. I really wish that time will come someone else bigger than them will topple them over and rule the net!

>_<




Changes in and out.

March 28th, 2014

I don’t like saying this because I am afraid to acknowledge thereby making it a reality but here goes… yes, I am burnt out! I think I have reached that point where I have done everything there is possible and there is nothing new for me to try anymore.

Sometimes you hit the point where you either change or self destruct.

I am feeling this way for the past several weeks now and I just refused to let it rule my being. There was work to do and that’s what I’ve been focusing on rather than this. But for the past couple of days, I’ve been thinking of nothing else but a change. It’s either that or I just might find myself spiraling down. And I don’t want that to happen!

Plus, I do believe that part of this change that is taking place in me is the fact that something has changed in my current work. This lord of the net is making bloggers’ lives miserable with their updates and it is affecting me as well. Instead of waiting what’s to happen with their next update, I thought I’d be proactive and make some changes myself. This is far better than waiting for the ax to fall which is what will happen sooner or later. I can feel it just as I am sure some bloggers out there feel it, too.

I am making a big leap of faith again. I am praying harder than ever for things to work out as I planned. And for better things to await at the other side of the fence.

Still… happy Friday!

:mwah




Business ideas in my head.

March 20th, 2014

This idea has been running inside my head for weeks. I want to have my own business empire! Even a small one will do. I want businesses related to food and drinks, books/publishing, and clothes. I have specific plans for each and if I only have the capital to open one, I would have done so in a heartbeat!

I will use flyer prints and make sure everyone in the vicinity of my business will know about what I have to offer. I will also make sure that everything is controlled in the first year of operations, more so than the succeeding years. And so many things I can apply that I learned from when I was employed in the same industry.




Mentally exhausted.

March 19th, 2014

tired

The truth is that I’ve been feeling bone-achingly tired the past few weeks now. I think it’s more of a mental exhaustion than anything else. I have been working even on weekends and I know it’s catching up, all the extra hours I put in when I should be resting and sleeping.

I am not complaining. Let’s be clear on that! In fact, I am grateful for the work pouring in. It’s a continuous prayer in my heart for me to get more work because that means there will be more income for me and my love ones. It is also a way for me not to go back to the old world where I used to belong to.

exhausted

But the exhaustion… I need to do something about it. I am bone-tired! I feel like I am burnt out! Deep in my heart I know that I’ve exhausted myself beyond my limits and this is what I have to pay for it.

I just wish I have the luxury of going a year-long Sabbatical of sorts…

:sigh




More water!

March 18th, 2014

CBTL Tumbler

One of my best friends gave me a tall tumbler with straw. It is now my daily companion while working. I need more water to cleanse my system and that’s what I use.

It is equivalent to 1 liter, if I am not mistaken. I drink lots of water everyday to make sure I flush out the toxins in my body. I also drink lots of water because I am afraid of getting diabetes and kidney diseases.