It was you…

I never thought I would feel again. After what happened… Three years. It was three years that I tried to stay numb. I believed it was the only way I could have survived that misery. Family and friends did everything to lure me back to the world of the living. But I stayed put. I didn’t trust my heart you see. It was being held together by a fragment of a prayer. I was afraid it would fall apart if the numb would go away.

And then you came. You put me out of my misery. You made me feel again.

Laughter. That’s the first thing you taught me. To laugh at my past and forget it. No, you didn’t push me to forgive. That would be impossible just yet. Too much, too soon. But I learned to let go. I learned to take baby steps one at a time.

I also learned to hope. I lost that after losing him. But with the laughter came tiny bubbles of hope.

Slowly, I am rebuilding what I lost. Slowly, I am feeling once more. Slowly, I am walking with the living again.

I was afraid to feel again. But you took the fear away and made me feel once more. I didn’t know why you of all people. I just know it was you.

Who gave me my life back.

And made me hope once again.

I’ll be there anywhere you are and when you feel sad
Remember all the love we shared
And when you’re feelin alone
Well, just look up in the sky
Oh, and baby, so will I

We’ll be wishing on the same star, looking at the same moon
When you’re thinking of me, baby
I’ll be thinking of you
And no matter where I go I will be there with you
Wishing on the same star
Lookin’ at the same moon

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