My clock is ticking…

June 27th, 2008

At exactly 40 days from now, I will turn 30. Hard to accept that almost 30 years have passed already. Happy for the most part, sad in a way. It would have been really great if I could celebrate it with my complete family by my side. But of course, some things just don’t go the way you plan it. He has other plans for me.

You’d ask, do I have any regrets when I look back at my past? I have a lot! There are days when the mistakes I made still haunt me. There are days when even the smallest mistakes in the past are magnified tenfold in the present. Before, when I was a wee bit younger, it depressed me. Now, I may not yet fully embrace everything I’ve done in my past and there are days when I slip back to the old me, getting depressed over little things concerning the past. But I have learned to make peace with it.

I have the future to think of. I already made plans for the next couple of years. I have a set of goals I wish to accomplish in the next year or so. I pray that I will see it through.
:)


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  1. Juliana RW
    June 26th, 2008 at 1:01 am

    I am running Travel to 7 continents. Feel free to join or not.

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  2. lalaine
    June 26th, 2008 at 2:43 am

    advance happy birthday!

    i know everything will be alright whatever your future plan will become… =)

    lalaines last blog post..Sad things in life that young people need to remember

  3. Girlie
    June 26th, 2008 at 6:45 am

    think about those who just turned 40, hehe at least ikaw 30 ka pa lang. just making it light for you ^_^

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  4. lady cess
    June 26th, 2008 at 7:27 am

    naduling ako, ang unang tingin ko you will be 40 in 30 days =D i had to read it again as my jaw dropped and i totally could not believe it. mali nga ako hahaha!

    cheers! 30 is the new 20!

    lady cesss last blog post..Hello, How Are You?

  5. Points of View
    June 26th, 2008 at 1:57 pm

    i feel the same way when i reached your age. now am jus two years ahead of you. sometimes it feels good but sometimes not. part of life. i think we just have to make tthe most of our life. if it means making our own Utopia–why not give it a try? though life can never be perfect. just move on..so that we can give God a good account of how we value the gift of life on earth.

    smile!;)

    Points of Views last blog post..career path…

  6. Marie
    June 26th, 2008 at 9:45 pm

    Enjoy your last few weeks being twenty something! :) I’ve turned 30 this year, and I feel I am getting older. I guess its all in the mind… We can always be twenty something at heart. :) Advanced happy bday!

    Marie

    Maries last blog post..A prelude to married life?

  7. Wolfbernz
    June 27th, 2008 at 5:28 am

    Happy Birthday!(At exactly 40 days from now) Don’t let the past bother you, Just have a wonderful day.

    All the best
    Wolfbernz

    PS. Are you having an online Birthday Party? They’re always fun. I bring The food! Let me know.

  8. Rebecca
    June 27th, 2008 at 12:38 pm

    advance happy birthday dear sis! oks lang yan, what matters most is that young at heart pa din tayo di ba? ;)

    *hugs*

    Rebeccas last blog post..MAC DROWNing

  9. Jacqueline
    June 27th, 2008 at 5:58 pm

    Anyone who has lived a good number of years on this earth will end up with REGRETS. Toss them out of your heart. Only your PRIDE keeps them there. LIVE, LIVE, LIVE, my dear. The next second is not promised to you…HAPPY BIRTHDAY. You’re still oh so young. :-)

  10. ceblogger
    June 28th, 2008 at 11:06 am

    Advance happy birthday, sash!

    30 is still young for those who are over that age. :)
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  11. mousey
    June 29th, 2008 at 5:19 am

    tak tak tak! ba ang relo o ajinomoto yata hahah…

    uy blowout na!

    may tag ako sa iyo friendship sashing !

    happy Sunday!

  12. Charm
    June 29th, 2008 at 7:39 am

    Advance happy birthday here’s my gift err… an award for you!

  13. SandyCarlson
    June 29th, 2008 at 5:22 pm

    For your birthday, I wish you freedom from old regrets! God bless, and happy BYB Sunday.

    SandyCarlsons last blog post..One Single Impression: Doorways

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