My mind is an organized chaos!

There’s a tangible disappointment swirling inside the house right now. Expectations were running high and more than an hour ago, what we’re afraid to happen did happen. Disappointment is a very mild word to describe what we all felt.

But you know what, while my dad and my sister were both feeling down, my mind was running ahead of me and I was able to control my reactions. I could have commiserated with them but I realized it’s all up to me. I opted to think positive thoughts. Ready for Plan B (that my mind conjured a few hours before the disappointment)!

There’s an 80% chance of me going back to the corporate world. Actually, I’ve been psyching myself about the possibility for several weeks now. I am not excited about it but I resigned myself to the fact that it’s better to be sooner than later for me to go back. I will go back as a part of a company’s management. I won’t be starting down the ladder again. That’s something to be thankful for. I can choose to join a company that will accept my conditions regarding work schedule and I won’t be forced to endure an 8am clock in again. That’s a definite. I can go to the office at 10am, 9:30am the earliest and that’s it. I won’t go earlier than that. I can negotiate a salary I want. Although if the Mondays thru Fridays and 10am schedule will be given to me, I could say yes to a lower salary than I have in mind

Plan B calls for a BIG decision come 2nd quarter of this coming year. I am worried but I know that I can always make everything positive by staying positive as well…

keeping my fingers crossed

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