Convoluted mind

My mind won’t stop working, jumping from one idea to the next. I guess that’s a good thing considering that if my mind stopped working altogether, I’d be six feet under. One of the reasons I have several blogs is because I have so many ideas I want to put into writing. A single blog just won’t do at all. Or you wouldn’t understand the jumble of topics already if I put it all under one blog.

Yesterday, I was at Tim’s. While we were yakking about things, my mind would wander on a topic I would have to write in one of my blogs. I will put it at the back of my mind and focus on the present. This happens to me all the time. Even when I am the one talking. Having a short attention span is a hassle. You just can’t focus on any single thing! I can multitask. At least. Otherwise, I might not get to complete any project I start.

Root Cause… The truth is, I had perfect concentration before. It was one of my assets when I had my CPA board review. You can put me in a crowded, noisy mall foodcourt and I can read several chapters and retain all the information in it. My concentration was that good! But when I started working, it slowly deteriorated for some reason. I get distracted all the time. Too much stress? Or what I secretly feel is that it is an escape from all those turbulent times in my life.

I would have to get rid of this once and for all.

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